.....

you know what
maybe this is only my perception
about what is it like right now
its kinda selfish by myself
my ego that i dont realize
im here think of you and then im stuck
stuck like this, and its useless
i dont know what i suppose to do
just take a breath and relax
or try to screaming out till i feel better
its shit !
this is a something that i cant explain for now
i dont know how
is this ussual ?
when i feel this and you just feel fine with all of this ?
i think im gonna erasing you by all of connections